FROM BEGGAR

This morning I meet someone when I stop in the traffic light, I don’t what should I call him. To make easier I call him a beggar, because he just sit while looking to everyone who stop in that place with a very dirty clothes. It seems he never doing what he did in that time. He looks like confuse and don’t know what to do beside street. I want to ask something but I don’t do it, ‘coz I’m afraid I don’t ask something right and will make him angry. I just keep silent and try to not look at him directly. Actually I got something bad about him, maybe he’s a criminal I think and how if he will hurt me.

But I realize that I wrong think about him like that. Finally he come and close to me and ask “Mr. Please give me money to buy some food ‘coz I didn’t eat for this two days”. I pretend to not listening what he told, but he touch me and say what he told before. Coz I’m still afraid I try to find money for one packet rice in my pocket, but unfortunately I can’t find it. I just found money which could bought 10 packet rice. I desperate and I give him that money. I feels lucky when the green light is on and I go away.

In the evening when I want to going home I meet him again in the same place, same dirty clothes. In that time I think this is my unlucky day. He came to me again like in the morning, I just keep silent and try to not look at him. He touch me and say “Mr. You the good person who I’ve met, thank’s for your help in this morning. But money from you is too much and I want to turning back it to you. Once again, thank you so much I really mean this. Hopefully gor bless you”.

Hearing that I just keep silent and speechless, I don’t know what sould I say. actually I want to apologize coz I have think bad about him. But I can’t say it. After said that, he go and never look at back. I just say to my self, thank’s God you give something priceless to think today.